Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Stephanie Whitmore's InsaneJournal:

Tuesday, November 16th, 2010
2:32 am	Surrrrrrrrrrvey! Have you kissed anyone you have texts from in your phone? Yep. Two, actually. Lexi and Lilly. Do you think that your first love affects the way you go on with life? In some ways, yes. I kinda fell in love with Lexi the first time I saw her play, when I was too young to even be dating. But it made it pretty much impossible for me to be able to date anyone ELSE, even as I got a few years older. Last missed call? Paige. Several times. Drunk. Did you call that person back? Yep. And I'm kinda sorry I did. All it was was a drunk-off-her-ass demon asking me to help her hunt down her friend and make her hurt. Lame. Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? I haaaate being alone. Seriously. Has anyone told you they missed you lately? Hee. Lexi tends to tell me that at least a few times a week. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Homework. As IF. Your last text says...? Outgoing: "I have Duran Duran stuck in my head now. I hate your 80s compilations, hunny" Incoming: "I think you'll survive, goofball" Are you ready for kids now? Are you KIDDING? I'm like, seventeen! Have you done anything sneaky lately? Tried to seduce Lexi? Over and over and over? I suck at it, by the way. The last person you kissed breaks your heart, what do you do? I think if Lexi broke my heart, I'd seriously be like... catatonic. I can't even picture her NOT in my life now. Has anyone seen you in your underwear this past month? Yes, as part of one of my unsuccessful seduction attempts. Damn that woman and her willpower. What is a random memory from this year? Finally getting the hang of singing and playing guitar simultaneously. It was a HUGE victory for me. Were you mad when you woke up this morning? Nope. It takes... a LOT to make me mad. Ever been called babe? Hah! Only like, EVERY SINGLE TIME I talk to Meredith. Seriously. Are you friends with the last girl you talked to? The last couple, actually. I still think of Lexi as a friend as well, plus Paige, Meredith, and Skylar. Something that happened today that made you angry? Again... I don't get angry often. But I'm a LITTLE miffed at finding out that someone made Paige hurt so bad. Have a best friend? Yes, and I'm lucky enough to also have her as a girlfriend. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? *blush* Thanked God for giving me Lexi. SHUT UP. Do you have strange dreams? Sometimes. But it's sort of a side effect to being a vampire/human hybrid. What happened at 7:00 am today? ...I stumbled out the door to go to school? Is the person you last texted single? She better NOT be! Because that would mean *I* was!!! Do you like hugs? I loooove hugs. I'm like... a HUG MACHINE. What are you looking forward to? Graduating.... and turning 18. Because then I'll finally be able to get Lexi to GIVE IT UP. Was this summer a good one? It was a FANTASTIC summer, actually. Are you nice to everyone? I try to be! I hate meanness. Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months? Certainly. I plan on being in this one forever. Where is your phone? In my purse. I tend to forget it there for hours on end at times. Will you be single over winter? HELL no! What was the last drink you had? A Sugar Fairy Shooter. God, how does Chloe not have diabetes drinking those so much??? Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone? I'm happy doing either. I love going out and having a blast, but quiet nights of cuddles with Lexi are great too. Are you a morning or night person? Night. But that might be the vampire in me. Can you commit to one person? Def. I'm much happier when I'm with someone. Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them? I try to, but sometimes I get nervous and have to look away. What's on your schedule for tomorrow? School, practicing with Meredith for a while, then doing some promotional stuff for the band. Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on you? Maaaaaybe. I'm not the kiss and tell type. Do you always answer your texts? Unless my phone is left in my purse... Who was the last person to text you? Lexi Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a someone? Not REALLY... I've dressed more 'rock star' a few times for the sake of fitting in with the band more, but that's about it. Do you fall for people easily? I get crushes easily, yes. But I've only been in LOVE once. Is it easy to pretend everything's okay for you? Yep, because usually everything IS. Do you dare go into detail about your last kiss? No, because again? Not the kiss and tell type. Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to? Very much. I fear losing Lexi to a number of things, from her own demons to... her just deciding she wants someone closer to her own age. Do you think you are a good person? I really do. What would you do if you found out the person you liked had a gf or bf? I'd pull a Desi and be all "Lexxxxi... you got some 'splainin' to dooooo!" What do you want right now? I want to make Skylar and the girls glad that they put their faith in me. Have you done something recently that you regret? I regret that in getting together with Lexi, that I had to cause Lilly and Ginny and kind of pain. I still adore them both, and I hate that my own happiness had to come at their expense. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex? Not really... mostly because I don't really have a lot of friends, period. Have you lost any close family member to cancer? Thankfully, no. Is it ever too late to apologize? It's never too late to at least TRY. Look at Paige! Where would you rather live, England or Australia? Australia, only because there is NOTHING sexier than that accent on a girl. Have you ever laid on a bed and stayed there for no reason at all? I think so! Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc? Sometimes, right before I jump into a fight, I tend to crack my wrists. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? Heavens no! I could never hate Lexi! Did you kiss anyone in September? Duhhh... Who's the last person who you went out to eat with? Skylar, to talk about band stuff. How did you get one of your scars? I don't scar easily, so... I have none. When did you last swim in a pool? Would you believe never? Other than the ocean, I've never been swimming. Whats the best part about school? The part where it ENDS. Do you like to read? Sometimes... mostly I prefer watching TV or playing my guitar. Does it bother you when people respond with one letter texts? Yes. Oh god it bothers me to a ridonkulous level. Would you go out with someone right now if they asked? You mean as friends? Yep! I'm easy to get along with. Where did you get your last bruise from? Hee. Um... from Lexi trying REALLY hard to give me a hickey. It's REALLY hard to make me bruide due to the whole 'dhampir' thing, and I think she almost hurt herself doing it. This past summer, did you have a "thing" with someone? Sort of? I mean, that's when I started seeing Lexi... Does the person you want most right now know that you want them? Ohhh yeah. As my countless failed seduction attempts have shown her. Spell your name without an L: Stephanie Whitmore. HAH! HAH I SAY! Ever been to Georgia (the state)? Never. Maybe on tour though! Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like? Of course not. That's kind of immature... Could you see yourself dropping out of high school? No way. I promised my mom I'd finish school no matter what, and I could never shame her memory like that. Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? DUDE! Have you SEEN Lexi Wilson? Seriously??? Warm, cold, or content? Content. Nice part about being a dhampir... you don't really tend to feel the intense cold or heat. In school, how was/is your attendance record? VERY good. Only missed a few days. Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone? Nope... but I *have* fallen asleep in mid-conversation while on the phone... Do you think someone is falling in love with you? Falling? I like to think she IS in love with me by now... Are you highly attracted to anyone right now? If you mean besides Lexi... the most I could say is that I think all the girls in my band are VERY pretty. What do you currently hear? "The Power Of Love". So I'm watching Back To The Future again. SHUT UP. Do you curse in front of your parents? ...I never did, no. If I had the chance though... I'd probably have a few choice words for my father if I could find him though. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you? Lexi. Sweetie that she is, she always makes sure she tells me before we hang up. Who was the last person to call you beautiful? Funny enough, Meredith. But I've been told she flirts as naturally as most people breathe. Do you find piercings attractive? My dirty secret: I find them WAY HOT. Like, in that trashy, dirty-dream kinda way. Are you the type of person to make people laugh? Not on PURPOSE, but yes. Most people crack up at how I bounce and jump around onstage. Whats so special about what you're wearing? Not a thing! I'm just wearing a little pair of shorts and a Fiend Club tee. Do you have a favorite number(s)? 138. And if you need to ask me why, you're clearly not a Misfits fan. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? I'd love to get my eyebrow or tongue done... but sadly? It would heal within hours. Which is harder, telling someone you love them or that you don't? That you DON'T. As I know from experience. Sigh. Was your last text message from a boy or girl? Girl. Do you get stressed easily? Not usually, no. You confused about anything? Just my algebra homework. Are you okay with the life you live? VERY MUCH so. Does it bother you when people keep texting you after you don't text back? Only when they're drunk and annoying. *coughPaigecough* Are you sarcastic? Nope! I'd like to be, but I'm too nice. If I'm sarcastic I get all sad and think I upset someone. Has the last person you kissed ever been mad at you? Ohgod! I hope not! Did you go out or stay in last night? Went out, actually. Me and Chloe hung out at the Shack to talk promotional stuff. Currently wanting anything? Sex with my girlfriend? Where's the last place you went besides your house? School. LAME. Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind? Nope. LOL Have you ever had a friend you weren't into, fall for you? Not yet, but it'd be very flattering. Is there anyone that will text you and you smile instantly? Lexi, and believe it or not, Lilly. Could you go a month without swearing? I barely swear anyway, so yes. Have you held hands with somebody in the past four days? Sure have! Have you had your first kiss yet? Had WAY more than that, ya know. Heh. Who was the last person to carry you? Nobody's ever carried me. I bet it'd be romantic though. Do you know what you want to be when you grow up? A HUGE ROCK STAR! GRRRRRL POWER! (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 5th, 2009
2:23 am	Character meme All items in bold are true I am shorter than 5'4. I think I'm ugly sometimes. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I've had braces. I wear/wore glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have piercings in places besides my ears. I have freckles. Family Home/Life I've sworn at my parents. I've run away from home. I've been kicked out of the house. My biological parents are together. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I've had children. I've lost a child. School/Work I'm in school. I've fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do my homework. I've missed a week or more of school. I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. I failed more than 1 class last year. I have a job. I've had a job for at least 2 years. I've stolen something from my job. Embarrassment I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I've snorted while laughing. I've laughed so hard I've cried. I've glued my hand to something. I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. Health I was born with a disease/impairment. (Hello... half-vampire!) I've gotten stitches. I've broken a bone. I've had my tonsils removed. I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. I've had my wisdom teeth removed. I had a serious surgery. I've had chicken pox. Traveling I've been on a plane. I've been to the UK. I've been to Spain. I've been to France. I've been to Russia. I've been to Finland. I've been to Asia. I've been to Africa. Experiences I've seen a shooting star. I've wished on a shooting star. I've seen a meteor shower. I've gone out in public in my pajamas. I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I've kicked a guy where it hurts. I've played a prank on someone. I've ridden in a taxi. I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I've eaten sushi. I've been snowboarding. Relationships I'm single. I'm in a relationship. (Sort of? Kind of? Maybe?) I'm engaged. I'm married. I'm currently in the middle of a divorce. I've gone on a blind date. I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I've gotten divorced. I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've kept something from a past relationship. I have an ex I don't think I'll ever get over. Sexuality I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. I've had a crush on a teacher. I am a cuddler. I've been kissed in the rain. I've made out with my best friend. I've made out with someone who I wasn't dating. I've hugged a stranger. (I hug ANYONE! I love hugs!) I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. I've snuck out of my house. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I've cheated while playing a game. I've cheated on a test. I've been suspended from school. Drugs/Alcohol I regularly drink. I've passed out from drinking. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. I have cough drops when I'm not sick. I can't swallow pills. I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. Bipolar + Anxiety I shut others out when I'm depressed. I take anti-depressants. I'm anorexic or bulimic. I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. I've hurt myself on purpose. I'm addicted to self injury. I've woken up crying. Death & Suicide I'm afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I've seen someone dying. Someone close to me has attempted suicide. Someone close to me has committed suicide. I've planned my own suicide. I've attempted suicide. I've written a eulogy for myself. This was a psychology teacher's brilliant idea. I hated it. Materialism I own over 5 rap hip-hop CDs. I own an iPod or MP3 player. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. I own something from Gap. I own something from American Eagle. I own something from Gucci. I own something I got on e-Bay. I own something from Levi's. I buy more than half my clothes at Wal-Mart. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 15th, 2009
12:37 pm	Ten Things Nobody Knows About Me 1. Instead of my mother, right now I live with my guardians: two Gavrok demons. They're really sweet though! To me, anyway! 2. I always wanted a pet T-Rex. Still do. Yes, I know this isn't possible. 3. I still have a stuffed animal I sleep with. My widdle brown puppydog. Name's Wooby. No, I don't know what it means. Evidentily I blurted it out when they gave him to me on my first birthday. 4. You could tell me the world was ending in 90 minutes, but if I was playing my Playstation while you told me? I'd probably not even process it. 5. I kind of get crazy at Christmas. With gifts. I don't have much money, but I get this irrational need to give everyone I love gifts I can't really afford, which usually means I end up selling things I don't really wanna sell. 6. I never had a hero, a role model, none of it... till I met Lexi. 7. I'm a dorky enough Misfits fan that I know the lyrics to every one of their songs, and can play every one on my guitar. 8. ...I'm not really sure if I'm straight or not. I know I like boys... but sometimes I see or meet a girl and get those same butterflies. 9. My guity pleasure? Old reruns of 90210. DONNA MARTIN GRADUATES! DONNA MARTIN GRADUATES! 10. Despite being... tougher than the average girl, spiders still scares the bejeezus out of me. (Comment on this)